Tuesday, July 20, 2004
AUTOEROTIC?
Sometimes when I am googling on the web I get caught up short, stopped dead, caught and captured by something I stumble on just by chance. This is one of those sites: CarStuck. I don't even know what to say about it. It is totally and absolutely self explanatory and yet, in the end, it explains nothing. Perhaps that is what is fascinating. The WHAT is very clear; stuck cars. It is the WHY that reverberates through the whole experience of the site.
A feeling creeps over me that I might be in some deep water here; that other people 'get it' and I do not. It feels a bit to me like the times someone tells a joke or makes a remark and I am left high and dry without a clue. Sometimes these 'moments' are based on some naiveté about sex. Just when I think I am hip to it all and am about to jade out, someone comes along with a new fetish or piece of kink.
There is some evidence that this might be the case if you look at the 'sister' sites and try them out; high heels, feet and so on. I will let you explore on your own. Maybe it is a straight boy thing. Or straight lady? Well, it could be lesbian too. I do not think that there is anything faintly homo queer about it but I could even be wrong about that. What about those 'girly-men'; all the rage out here right about now?
Of course, sometimes a cigar is just a cigar and just because I don't get it doesn't mean it is not a worthwhile, higher consciousness kind of thing. Does it?